It's not so much you I miss
You were never really there anyway
But even the worst of times are preferable to now
Now all my sunny days have lost the sparkle
That came from knowing I had your love.
If I could get those times back
I don't know if I would
I don't know if I ever really loved you
And that hurts.
I want to believe I really did
But honesty forces me to admit I didn't
I love you as much as I can, I suppose
But I know you couldn't be satisfied with that
So I don't say it.
I don't know how much I meant to you
and I don't know if you would want me back
If you didn't, I wouldn't blame you.
I've ruined the greatest thing I have ever had.
I am to blame
But I miss you just the same.